Sunday, October 01, 2006
sometimes...
sometimes we do stuf to see who remembers
who sees, who shows you that they give a damn
sometimes when we do things like that, it hurts
and we feel stupid for even trying
sometimes we feel like letting go of it all
sometimes we feel like being alone
sometimes we just want to stop hurting people
and sometimes saying sometimes is just too much and too little
sometimes we feel like ending it
sometimes we feel stupid for thinking so
sometimes we feel filled up so much that everything seems pointless
and sometimes they are
sometimes we empty things to see whats really in the canister
and sometimes there's nothing there
sometimes we look into the sky to find a friend
sometimes all we get is rain
sometimes we feel like all we need is a hug
and when there's no one
sometimes that want just made you feel worse
sometimes we get stressed and say all the wrong things
then sometimes we imagine an island to get away
sometimes this makes us feel alone
yet sometimes it seems safer
sometimes we give in and acept people
and even though all they give is happiness
sometimes all we want is for them to hurt us
sometimes, simply, for the excuse to not anymore take risks
sometimes we want stupid things to make us happy
though they are shiny and bright
sometimes those stupid things make us bleed
sometimes we think we can just end an addiction
and make everything seem normal
but sometimes we get cought in our lies
sometimes you want to stop the rain from falling
coz it makes you feel weak and stupid
but sometimes the rain just keeps on going
ruinning your what you held most dear
sometimes when you close your eyes you can imagine the world w/o you
sometimes that world seems better...
sometimes when we do things like that, it hurts
and we feel stupid for even trying
sometimes we feel like letting go of it all
sometimes we feel like being alone
sometimes we just want to stop hurting people
and sometimes saying sometimes is just too much and too little
sometimes we feel like ending it
sometimes we feel stupid for thinking so
sometimes we feel filled up so much that everything seems pointless
and sometimes they are
sometimes we empty things to see whats really in the canister
and sometimes there's nothing there
sometimes we look into the sky to find a friend
sometimes all we get is rain
sometimes we feel like all we need is a hug
and when there's no one
sometimes that want just made you feel worse
sometimes we get stressed and say all the wrong things
then sometimes we imagine an island to get away
sometimes this makes us feel alone
yet sometimes it seems safer
sometimes we give in and acept people
and even though all they give is happiness
sometimes all we want is for them to hurt us
sometimes, simply, for the excuse to not anymore take risks
sometimes we want stupid things to make us happy
though they are shiny and bright
sometimes those stupid things make us bleed
sometimes we think we can just end an addiction
and make everything seem normal
but sometimes we get cought in our lies
sometimes you want to stop the rain from falling
coz it makes you feel weak and stupid
but sometimes the rain just keeps on going
ruinning your what you held most dear
sometimes when you close your eyes you can imagine the world w/o you
sometimes that world seems better...
*note :i guess the post after this wasn't the last after all...but i felt like letting out some steam...but this is .not a poem by the way...I don't think i've got the talent for that but it is something... i hope..and not just some words put together to form nonsensicl sentences/phrases. by the way dont steal from me not that there's anything to steal... just don't haha just felt like saying that :)..sometimes the greatest gift is not found in any physical form...sometimes it is simply in remembering... hahaha does that make sense? anyway this might be the last it might not.. i guess it just depends...as almost everthing in this world does...it all depends...
marie on 6:15 PM
