Sunday, February 04, 2007
is normal too much to ask for?

the one day which was supposed to feel elegant. one of the first moments we get pampered and treated as if we were worth the wait.


I am used to having things unusually weird and not of the normal standards of the human mind. and those who know me probably know exactly what im talking about. and i was shamefully looking forward to this day so that i could, for one day, be like everyone else and be a woman of elegance and be treated as one.

well it wasnt really anything like i imagined...instead of feeling more like a girl... i felt more like a guy. it might not be a big deal to some people but i just wanted that one moment of normalcy but i guess for it to be normal it would have to be the opposite for me... hayyy not that i hate my date and for the record i know hes not ugly.i can tell the difference between ugly and just not my type. well anyway so there the prom was okay but for me it lacked the essential.

is it too much to ask for a "your dress looks nice" or a "would you like to dance" or "i got you a corsage" or a "i had fun" or a God damned step out of the car and greet me???.... am i that ugly that you couldnt even look at me for that long? that kind of hurt...

anyway it was fun din i guess..though i would have liked a heads up that stag was possible... i would have gladly taken that option. anyway may pics sa multiply ko....


GADDD kelan ba ako di mag rerekalmo?? :)) hehe sorry nalang..hayyyy....