Monday, August 27, 2007
in the middle of things
one of my friends just told me"maybe your not looking for the right time but the right friends to tell"
i got what this person said but i do think i have some people i can tell everything to but it just really isn't the right time. just because you can tell them everything doesn't mean you should trouble them with it right? i mean you have to think about what they'll feel right? what kind of friend would you be if you didn't? it just makes everything harder. when their happy i dont want to ruin the mood by telling them of bad things and when their sad i dont want to add to their misery.
but then i think of the thing i said to a different friend
"where in this for the bad and the good right?"
and that made sense too. we are supposed to share not only those that make us happy but also sad, angry and any other thing. i just need to find the right time. right?
what happens though when my stories all have happened a bit of a time ago? do i still tell them about it? is it any worth telling? i dont know anymore.
anyway nothing basically happening other than the specifics its just me/ my hw/ and other things hahaha....okay bye i've got some thinking to do
Saturday, August 25, 2007
skye
i want my skye now
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
choppy chips of brain
we all have our moments dont we? when we can barely breath, when things just aren't going right. but then, sometimes, we remember all the other people who have it harder than you, who aren't even complaining. how then are you supposed to talk about it? how then are you to let it out when in truth you should be listening to others and trying to help them. when can you be considered the victim? nothing that bad has happened to me so i've never actually thought i've deserved to complain about anything. so this is just an entry of whats been happening in my life. basically i've been using this blog as a transporter for my assignments to the CAI room since our printer has yet to be fixed. all those entries have been deleted. i also finally have a harrypotter book the 7th one and im sinfully reading it instead of studying. our ates have also won money at the bingo place. around 150,000 + i think. they halved it with my mom coz that was her ticket and she gave us 1,000 each. i guess those are the things that have happened recently that wont lead me to ramble about stuff i shouldnt.
amazingly in the past i would have been so ready to share to this blog every little detail of my mind and what im thinking/feeling or any other crap i can pull out of my ass but now things seem different. its as if my body is reluctant to give off any information. its quite strange.
one thing thought. theres something bugging my brother. he seems more agitated then before and his temper is shorter (if ever that was even possible). its like he went back to that teenager boy i once new. its quite disturbing really. i was so proud of him finally deciding to growing up and there he goes changing again.
every one else in the family is fine. we finally have dsl so now my sister has taken the habit of calling her friends and destroying our eardrums in the process. its really a joy i promise. sooner or later i wont have to go to school because i wont be able to balance myself anymore.
im sorry the story telling is choppy. i guess my brain is just like that sometimes.
its a strange feeling...things not coming out right...
Friday, August 10, 2007
okay so i cant still put into words and its been like what? five weeks? three? im not sure but i've been feeling like lonely lately... and if it werent for some stuff i'd probably be gushing out my tears now haay..im just not ready i guess to tell you... i was just stuck and i couldnt describe what i wanted to..so i guess that has to wait.. im glad for some people though :) lifesavers them.
Monday, August 06, 2007
songs and me :)
1. So you walk into your old highschool and the first thing you think is:
Cruisin (huey lewis and gwnyneth paltrow)
2. Your significant other is:
did you ever love somebody (jessica simson)
3. Your life at the moment is:
I decide (princes diaries)
4. You at the moment are:
funny little feeling (rock n’ roll soldiers) ‘im so bored, so bored’
5. You feel like this a lot:
buloy (parokya ni edgar) ‘kasi daw ako’y tanga’
6. This is how you can impress people the most (i.e. your greatest talent):
highway blues “speakin’ out” which ironically has no words in the song K
7. In the middle of a Sunday, you are usually:
Most beautiful girl (Nu flavor) (who the f is he?)
8. Your appearance has this effect on people:
till I found you (freestyle) wow naman J thankyou windows media player
9. You are obsessed with:
Criminal (Fiona apple) “I’ve been a bad bad girl…I wanna suffer for my sins”
10. Before you go to sleep, you think:
Its my life (?walang singer na nakasulat eh…) “I an’t gonna be a face in a crowd; I aint gonna live forever”..shoot..parang tama…
11. This song is a total reflection of your sex life:
kaleidoscope world (francis magalona) ..wala naman akong sex life eh…pero ‘some are great some are few; some I know some I don’t’ hehe …
12. Your parents are:
Earth song ( Michael Jackson) damn I don’t ever know the song… hahahaha
13: Your family life is:
keep holding on (avril lavigne)
14. Your relationship with God is:
Everytime (Britney spears) “I need you baby”
15. God's relationship with you is:
unknown album…wala kasi syang title.. “I feel that I might have lost you forever…” L
16. You think that people in general:
starts with goodbye (carrie underwood) ‘wouldn’t understand…guess its gonna have to hurt..gonna make me cry’
17. You feel this way about yourself:
One more time (daft punk) =)) hahaha omg…. Sige lang one more time K
18. Think of a good friend. They are:
my happy endings (avril lavigne) ‘so much for my happy ending’
19. You want to have a party. The theme is:
passenger seat J haha funny
20. Your friends in general are:
one good day ‘one good day coming up’
21. Your teachers are/were:
Tomoyo’s song (jrock band) cant understand it kasi different language (Jap) so ganyan naba ang mga teachers?? Hahaha how appropriate
22. If you saw Pamela Anderson, you would be:
dreaming with a broken heart (john mayer) daaaamn hindi god hindi talaga eeeewwww
23. So you walk onto the red carpet. Everyone else thinks:
let me love you (Mario) weh? Wow naman LOL ‘baby you should let me love you’
24. So you are getting married. The theme song to your wedding is:
Don’t lie (B.E.Peas) hahaha damn di naman seguro… haha atleast he’s sorry right? (-wouldn’t cheat thoug)
25. So you are getting divorced. The reason is:
believe (gundam seed) haha in jap again so kasi misunderstandings?
26. You see love as:
pag-ibig ko sayo (moonstar 88) ‘pagibig ko sayo ay di magbabago, kahit sya ang nasa isip mo’
27. You see hatred as:
one last cry (brian mcnight) ‘wishing all my feelings were gone’
28. Whenever you are depressed, you:
who said (Hannah Montana) ano ba yan di ako nag save nyan ah K ‘I do it my way’
29. You want to ____ right now:
man eater (nelly furtado) again not mine… haha ayoko naman sila kainin ah…
30. So you see a gorgeous person right across the room. You think:
girl next door (saving jane) jealous daw ako sorry for myself..di naman….
31. So you need a hug. The reason is:
7th heaven (theme song) ‘when the world don’t treat you right that’s the one place you find…7th heaven’
32. When you are especially angry, you:
guitar (parokya ni edgar) ‘sayang…lagi lang naman magsisisi’
33. Your ex thinks that you are:
what’s this? (Disney) again di akin sa ate ko :P ‘theres something very wrong’ haha I guess since x ko nga sya
34. You think that your ex is:
we’ll get by ‘you’ll get by with a smile’ damn im worried pa about him im so sweet pala… haha joke lang :P
35. Your beauty is like:
jap song uli..walang title naman ngayon..so undefined and without reason? Hahaha kapal ko naman
36. You dance like:
andito ako (lea salonga) ‘maari ba?’ polite dancer pala ako :Phehehe
37. When you wake up in the morning next to the person of your dreams, you look deep into their big, beautiful eyes and say:
wind (Jrock Band) ‘dont try to live so wise, don’t try with fakes or fears coz you will hate yourself in the end…”
38. Think of an authority figure in your life (e.g. your boss, your mom, etc.) They are:
Back for good (takethat? Artist ba yon?) scary naman hahaha
39. You die. ____ should be playing in the background:
drowning in your eyes (ephriam lewis) ‘trying to reach it but yet so far…’ damn…
40. You meet with God. He reprimands you for all your evil deeds. In your defense, you exclaim with confidence:
Pasko Na, Sinta ko (lea salonga) “kung mawawala ka sa piling ko sinta...paanong pasko alay ko sayo?” ops…parang dapat yan yung sasabihin sakin ni God… hmmm oh well makes a bit of sense.
.cute naman nitong thing ko bagay bagay yung stuff ;))