Thursday, November 30, 2006
wala lang2

its 3:49 am and im still up...mainly with the beliefe that there is no school tomorrow and if there happens to be school...boy im screwd. but anyway i actually log on to blog with the intent to rant about what ive been feeling but suddenly ive lost the erge to write it... this guy really made me feel better and if your ever in the dumps visit his site... he has REALLY funny stuf at ---> HERE yup thats the one..he's so fucking talented. anyway...haha okay ill think first...

3:57 am
im back and aftr thinking right now im honestly, sad...though this may sound so stupid and my reasons may be of the lowest and most unreasonable of sort...i am... stuf just dont seem to be turnning out the way i planed them to... well not really planed, more on...thought they would... and im guessing that the stupidest thing i could do is write it here...a very public place...but i've never really been known to know when things were appropriate... and what do i care what you think? (i might but lets just say that to add effect ^_^) writing this may actually help me get over it...since i cant really tell anyone...well i could but right now isnt the time...everyone is busy and everyone, i know, has their own problems...who am i to take up their presious (sorry cant spell...it seems right though...i hope :P) time... :)

warning: just rants no events...no special moments...my life through my eyes...for i can see no one elses as clearly as my own...after many nights and days spent awake with my thoughts ...eyebags developed and thoughts circulated...evenings not studing...school hours spent sleeping...this is what ive come up with...to reasons why am on a regular basis sad...and happy as well... actually im just kidding ^_^...it just sounded nice in my head...

well reasons for my "current" possition:

First would be that i have no inspiration...its been so long since ive drawn something decent...and sometimes you just have to wonder if there ever was...

[ANDDDD....MWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! i deleted the rest and pasted them in another post somewhere in this blog >:) MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA wala lang felt like being evil and if you havent read them yet...YOU HAVE TO FIND THEM >:) MWAHAHAHAHAHA wala lang... and if you dont want to read them i just saved you from having to read them :)) hahaha...gash...nakakahiya din sabihin yon sa internet buuut there here :P...
CLUE: there at some post concerning fastfood...hahaha at nasa pinakababa nung post :)]

hayy...anyway haha sige...^_^ you know im kind of feeling better...i guess getting it out of your system is the first thing...then next is sleep God i need to sleep...5:58am...haha wala lang time check... :)) labo sige TTFN ^_^