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Wednesday, November 08, 2006
rain drops

making mistakes is part of the game and finishing it is the last step
...whether your ready or not


so many things have happened in (or i could be exagerating) and i could be here ranting about all the stupid things that happened and i could be here praising and thanking God for all the good things that did...but right now my heart aches...it aches for all the things that seem to be unsaid...it aches for all the things it has yet to know and to complain about the things it already has the great joy in experiencing, whether it was good or bad, would be like saying it wasn't worth it...when in fact all thoes tears and laughter wouldn't be change for anything in the world. (unless ofcoarse it was world peace. or something along the lines). i will share some of the things that happened haha thats actually the point of this blog. i just wanted to say out those things...and even if my grammar might be wrong or that my spelling makes you stupid. i wrote it anyway coz well im selfish. :P

(now i will start rantting and saying many things that might or might not go againts what i gust said)

so i guess one of the worst part in this third year life would be this teacher who is by any means one of the most unreasonable people i have ever met. she is so unreasonable that she cant even see effort even when it sticks up in her ass (not that we would want to be anywhere near that region and there probably is not enough room for all of our effort especially all those hard working heads :( ). 16/30 who the hell gives a grade like that?? i know we deserved more but hell you get what you get and either you live with it or fight it... i personally dont like violence so hayyy...

another bad thing about this time is that i have absolutely no ideas for the arial ni our prom o_O im sooo sorry...but i really cant think of anything... God who the F said Broadway...that just so broad...haha...anyway no inspiration. id actually want a big shandelier thing but thats too used and kind of given as a suggestion already...i think...and well i dont know what it is actually... so i dont really know what could be used as a flying thingy for the prom hayyy gone is my muse...its taking a piss along with my sanity... God its taking them long to find the lu...(haha dont think i spelled that right...just sound it out nalang please :P)

and another bad thing is that i have absolutely no prospects for my prom date...not that i actually want one but this damned event if F@#%!~$ graded...could aa be more shitty...so there... and the dress is suposed to be coctail ...i hear...but i could be wrong... i am not wearing that... -_- and knowing my mom she probably would make me wear what my sister wore...so haha like were the same size? well i dont mind really...haha hayyy..never mind

(oh yeah gusto ko mag basket uli :( sorry sa mga groupmates ko sa inepiness ko sa pag dance...hehe sana di kayo madamay sa mga mali ko :P )

well now lets talk happy...

okay hahaha actually wala na akong oras mag kwento :)) kasi 12:13 na :)) grabe so di ako matutulog kwento nalang sainyo...well in short happy ako sa friends ko...haha kasi some stuf are not so good right now...and you guys make me happy (grabe other than my family kayo lang kilala ko...haha ang liit talaga ng mundo ko...kaya if i ever loose you...paano na yan...wala na akong kasama...haha di ko sasabihin wag umalis...seguro love nalang the moments left...and hopefully madami pa yon :P) ...also some of my grades are like weeee so thats good... also that i actually was able to help our group in ip so wee im not just extra baggage...another happy is that math camp sa fri no classes weeee and i really like my group so fun :) i hope...haha. also sabu said we would be attending her version of our mass and that makes me sooo excited. im so curious what its like for them. it sometimes so enjoyable to learn new things about people. hope the plan pushes through. so thoes are my happies in short... 12:22 na so yan after 9 mins of typing thats all that came out...sooo slow me weeeee... haha

i probably forgot to metion quite a few things but anyway...since school started no dreams for this dreamer...that makes me sad but i guess thats okay... hope they comeback soon...but you know i bet their with my muse and sanity pissing on my thoughts...please come back soon... ^_^


haha thats all for now ...(this is soooo scary...i just felt a shiver..a warm one and im all alone down stairs...God this is creepy...aalis na nga...sorry nalang...di ko na matake)

edit: hahaha this nga pala is my 50th post weeee..wala lang happy na nakaabot ng ganito blog ko... haha kahit minsan kung ano ano lang laman nito. ^_^ haha grabe have you ever cried bigla lang...as in nahulog lang...haha wala lang it seemed kind of strange to me...haha la lang anyway :) yun lang ito yung 50th weeeeee :P


marie on 11:13 PM