Sunday, February 25, 2007
GK today

okay so nung pumunta ako ng ever kahapon nag hanap ako ng paints and water color paper. wala akong mahanap!! grabe parang @_@ where!?!!!???! nako papagalitan ako ni ms... hehe... well yon tapos habang bumibili kapatid ko ng pagkain tumitingin ako sa mga books. MAN!!! nakakaingit gustong gusto ko bilhin yung mga books.. katulad ng "breathing lessons", (yung book na hard bound pa ni...some peorson na magaling na writer na inaasam-asam ko pero dahil hard bound mahal na mahal ang presyo), yung drawing and sketching (??) bible, tapos yung isa by this person na di ko kilala :P, tapos basta ang dami :)) grabe nakakaingit talaga minsan :P at porke di ko alam yung mga title doesnt mean di ko mahahanap uli. :)) pag nakita ko malalaman ko :)

so this sunday nagising ako ng 5:30 para lang pumunta sa mcdo marcos ng 6:56 am or something. so nakatunganga ako doon magisa tapos (thank God) dumating rin si Angel at after awhile dumating si janine, mylon(?), del at jason(?) tapos next sila ged at mary rose. si frances sunod tapos si janille at ishia, then sina well yung iba na :D tapos we went to the site at grabe okay so nung una mass :) tapos may presentations at habang presentations pumunta kami nina angel, maryrose, ged, mylon, janine sa washroom tapos haha ang scary... basta it was scary confusing, melting at relieving. tapos may talks na im sorry to say nakatulog ata utak ko pero i still remember a bit of it :D "GK1mb!! kasama ako dyan!!" (quoted from angela), Bayan, Bayani: tayo at bayanihan
tapos may nag summary
Talk Person: Bayan?
People: ........
TP: ano ba kayo sagutin nyo naman ako :)), ano bayan natin
P: pilipinas
TP: ANOOOO??
P: PiliPINAssss
TP: okaay... eh I plus bayan
everyone else: Bayani!!!
GED: I-BAYAN!!!
(:)) wala lang benta sakin)
TP: sinong bayani?
almost everyone: tayo!!!
a group of people na kasama kami ni alys: KAMI!!!
( :)) so selfish?? :)) )

well yon...tapos kumain where i felt slightly nagpakita sila ng discrimination samin.. kasi porke AA kami pina upo kami sa table...eh anong reason yung babae kami eh yung ibang babae naman di pinaupo din... nako :| pero still i guess mabait yon that they gave us the space. well then we worked and i really wanted to work with the dirt and all but i got again the girly job with the paint and stuf. it was all in all really fun and really nice. though some of us ended up all painter up and having new highlights it was all worth it. :D

I went to mcdo waited and did nothing in particular till my brother came and picked me up then i went home :) wow so eventful :D

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Wednesday, October 25, 2006
wala lang just bored

IM BOTH A MARIE AND A MICHELLE

Labels: fun, jokes

Saturday, September 23, 2006
(knocks on wood)

one time i was told something that strangely hurt me alot. I got kind of sad. today i learned something (related to that other something) that made me feel kind of hurt (more that the first time). it was like what i thought i wanted turned out to hurt more.

what hurt so much about it? im actually not sure. mabye it was the finalism (if that is a word) that it showed. maybe it was the pain that it signified. or the possibility that the someone you cared about got hurt. maybe it was the fact the i couldn't do anything to help or make a difference...but most probably it was the realization of stupidity and the fear of sadness and everything that comes with it. so there... i'm not sure but thats what i think it could have been.

anyway enough of that...recently useless things seem to fill my everday. but today wasn't so bad i got to help a friend...even just a small gesture i'm glad i was able to help. though i wish i could go myself saldy my mom has absolutely no trust in my capabilities to be responsible.

i felt like sharing today to about the thing i worte about at the start but sadly time would not allow such a folly (haha ang stupid ko talaga i made sure pa na tama pag gamit ko nung word kaya ni-word search ko pa para di ako mukang bobo na gumagamit ng word na di ko alam si non fol·ly- An act or instance of foolishness. happy ako kasi tama yung pag gamit ko :P di namam pala ako ganyon ka stupid) i took this as a sign that it wasn't the right time. and it took that to help me realize that everyone right now has so many problems that i would be selfish to expect them to listen to me complain my ass of. so in all im kind of glad that i didn't go through with my plan of sharing my damned emotions. I might have even saved someone from having to read my stupid complaints and anoying opinions. i'm actually glad i didn't disturbe anyone.

so on a happier note let me say i love imagining stuf today my sister said that she had a list of things she wants to do before she dies and since i love imagining a fair amount of ideas came to my mind with the same theme as hers... things i'll do before i die

15 THINGS I'LL DO BEFORE I DIE
(in no specific order)

15. travel to all of the counrties (back pack) and w/ a friend/lover/husband...
basta sum1 i can laugh/cry with
[kasama diyan isang or more pa na place sa Philippines na hindi ko pa napupuntahan

14. have children (*yes have children :| )
...not now ofcorse

13. to sleep on the beach w/ stars shinning bright w/ a friend beside me
at either naguusap lang kami
or tahimik lang na nakahawak kamay namin
la lang i really like the idea

12. to be on the side of rain and dry at the same time (litteraly)

11. find/experience romantic love
just to know what it's like

10. to paint/draw (w/ shading na super) something beautiful
...my definition of beautiful

9. to take care of an animal
and i'll name it "tatin"
secet ko nalang kung bakit yan yung pangalan ;))

8. swim naked in a river/lake/ocean w/ someone...na kaibigan
ayoko pool...pero if wala nang clean na real thing magkakasakit nalang ako

7. over come my irrational fear of the dark, hights,being eaten by fishes at something else pa.. pero secret nalang yon hehe(kahit yung maliliit natatakot ako seryoso ako :|)
ex:bunji jump, sky diving, sleeping in the dark,swimming...of some sort

6. finish a story...
and it has to mean something

5. learn to play the guitar
(para yan sa baby ko para makantahan ko sya :P)

4.5 someone to play that thing i want played to me/ kahit ma hear ko lang
na hindi ko sinasabi sakanya

4. become a vegitarian/ healthy person
...im trying but its sooo hard, wala ako masyadong will power

3. walk in really hard rain and have fun optional: w/friend

2. tell the people I love that I love them and i'm so greatful to have know them
[nagawa ko na sa isang tao yon which im happy that i did :) ]

1. to live somewhere completly new...
scary but it would be nice...especialy if you knew
you had a home to go back to

0. to be a good person who lives life and laughs and cries
who makes mistakes but is strong enough to stand again
(bakit ba? sino bang nag sabi counting numbers gagamitin ko?
real number naman 0 ah!! MWAHAHAHAHA)

-1. learn how to cook at take public transpo
(gusto ko talaga mag luto...

pero yung both di ako pinapayagan ng magulang ko)

[-1?!?!! haha wala lang may naisip pa ako eh...hahaha evil lang talata ako)

so yan ang gusto ko gawin seguro mas madami pa pero yan ang mga naisip ko lately. masaya mag pangarap... especialy pag masaya o malungkot.

one of my useless talents =))
wala lang felt like posting it

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