Monday, October 23, 2006
YAY

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
We passed swimming. me richel ishia and qaeron. that preety nice. for once in my life i have a sport to play. and it's something i love so thats good.

oh yeah there was also the tests today. yeah we had ap and algeb and MY GOD o_O my brain could have been masasacered any less. as in literally my brain muscles were hurting from trying to either understand the question or trying to guess the answer. something also anoyed my ass off and i think a little more of that treatment and im not gonna even try anymore.

everything is actually going preety well. just that there seems to be too much happening. too much studying, too much hw just too much stuf. my brain was never made for studing.

and now i realized something. Its been so long since i've had a dream. i guess i remembered it becuase i was checking my past multiply entries and i saw that of the one i worte on this guy in my dreams. Its been so long since i've last had a dream like that. about him or about anything in fact. and how can someone think in this surcumstances? i wish i could dream again.

they said that dreams are wishes. i guess im not wishing anymore...haha but i am so that doesnt make sense...anyway im confusing my self so lets end it here