Friday, February 16, 2007
Valentines...a 3 day summary

today is not valentines day...but i guess what better time to share it then after i get to reflect a bit and the details are hazy right? :)

well lets start with the valentines day itself. well i guess the highlight of my day was when we were "talking" bout the pizza we were going to buy for valentines. and me being the poor person i am couldn't contribute to my share. my brother said then, i guess not intentionally, "don't make your self feel better, learn form your mistake...we'd have more if you didn't get any." okay so this might not mean anything to some of you guys but for me it actually, honestly hurt. so, me being the cry baby i've always been but with a bit more maturity (?) under my (details cut because after reading them realized they were stupidly too descriptive) basically i cried. and my sister came up and said my brother was asking me for my share of the money....she said he said please...which actually shocked me so i guess for our family that was a sorry. I gave my money and we bought FOUR pizzassss hmmmm yummy. well like most of you may think 4 people cant actually finish 4 pizzas in one meal. so we had 2 pizzas left and 2 slices and left them for the next day.

well nothing happened the day after...but i staved the whole day....3 of our groupmates were absent and sir decided we wouldn't present yet..thank God.... :| anyway went home and ate my remaining pizzas =P~ hahaha

the next day...well recap to valentines... i've only actually received one rose... and to think it was from someone who i dont really like...but then i guess i was happy to receive it.... today when walking up the stairs of the highschool building i went up to the classroom and God be hold... rose after rose were on every seat greating all of us with their addictive smell and the smile that they always bring. i only found out about who gave it when people started saying. "si sabu o meron ding rose" haha i guess that was a hint that she was the one who gave it. i actually felt really touched that she would go to the trouble for the class :) hehe anyway...we also had clubs today and i could feel the hatred she felt for me for not bringing any club materials. i could tell to she couldnt/ wouldnt believe my excuse that i had no money. and that i had absolutely no contact with my mother. hayy she is so traditional but i cant blame her. sometimes its hard to change ones perspective....i should know...i am really had headed.

well thats my valentine week... haha not much but its something.

we read a story for english and though at first i was rooting for the murder story.. i actually really liked our sweet... dentally unhealthy story :P i happen to like those stories... it was heart wrenching....
one of my statuses based on the sad story....
"will you take my rotten peach or trade me in for a rip one? or maybe you'll simply crush my heart... :'("

Another emo stat...for what reason? wala lang :))
i shall be a butterfly to make you happy...to make you smile, i shall be a butterfly...because though you think me pretty you run away