Tuesday, June 05, 2007
summer end blues

i guess when it hits you it hits you hard. i dont really understand people and i've never before actually tried but now that i think about it, it should have been one of the techniques i should have practiced from the very beginning. see people are strange, includes me as well. (no duh no? parang di kasi ako tao) and i just cant get a grip of their mind. it changes thoughts so fast that while im processing what they said before, im now in the dilemma of trying to catch and understand the next thing that pops out of their heads while still thinking about what they just said. haaay...i'll never get the hang of that. and why is it boys are so different from girls? i mean why couldnt they be the same in a lot of ways? it would have made living so much easier to cope with. granted that it might be less entertaining and less interesting...but still i hate trying to understand two breeds of people so different but still counted as somewhat the same and still be expected to live a normal life and abide by the laws of normality and basic human notions.

maybe this is me just venting because school is about to start and i feel the ache in my heart already. just thinking about all the hw im going to have to do, all the test im going to take, all the people i'll be forced to interact with and all the disappointments i'll have to deal with. mostly right now im afraid of the kapatiran and definitely the section arrangements... also the entrance exams... the heart can sometimes only take so much...so i ramble on and on to fill the emptiness my brain thinks my hearts has...

but my rambling before this had its reasons i am not some complete and utter lunatic. well me staying up this late obviously means the expert review classes are over and im now just bumming around in the house. bumming bumming bumming

bubububummmmmmmer....that me a bummer. summers almost over can you believe?

Labels: school, thinking