Thursday, May 10, 2007
100th entry

this is the 100th entry of my blog. excluding drafts that have never been published. and ill keep it short. i cry, almost every chance i get. im always going to be that cry baby. trying to never grow up. but the thing is when i cry over something most likely im over that something very soon. and i dont know about you but for me thats a good thing. and when i talk about things and i cry at the same time i get over it even faster. almost the very next day. and i have to thank these people who have always been there...letting me cry and letting me talk. letting me be me without the fear of being laughed at or made fun of for doing the things i do...so this entry is dedicated to those people...who are there...because even if sometimes its may not seem much sometimes for others thats the most they can wish for.

today at the jeepny place where i catch the jeep, as i rode the vehicle, i saw this guy and he reminded me of the other guy i met the other day. man his face looked so good my hands were itching to sketch his face... when he would look up i wanted to get it in drawing...a slight glance from a beautiful face. i imagined it to be a beautiful picture if captured well...haay but sadly i lack talent and if i did try i'd have to stare at him for a very long time to engrave in my mind the image...and sadly i can imagine how creepy that would look. :)) so anyway thats my story...my lack of talent and the beauty of the world..oh yeah today i craved soooo much to be holding a camera...see when i was walking to our village gate i saw a butterfly just there on the ground and being eaten by ants..it was sadly beautiful and yet i couldnt capture its image...and when i was going home as i looked at the sky i saw a swan, formed by clouds, flying. it looked so perfect i was shocked...it was amazing..and now the only prof i have is my memory...oh well...i guess somethings are meant for the instant...oh well...bother...hahaha sige thats it nothing extravigant for my 100th but its something special to me so there :) bye