Wednesday, May 09, 2007
12th summer entry

yesterday i lost my brain. it turned to mush that sadly seeped out of the nooks of my skull. thats what happened to my sad, used up, dumb brain. it turned to mush. today since my brain was gone i made several mistakes, did several things that were stupid and would probably have been avoided if only i had my brain or maybe if i just gave a damn. so today, since i had no more brain, i lost my ego. this happened because of all those stupid things i did. my pride diminished to a speck which the wind blew away. now not only do i not have the capability to understand basic human thought now i also lack the capacity to be confident and now i am ashamed. of what? lets just say a lot of things to make this easier for you and me. so there. i lost my brain yesterday and i've lost my ego/pride today. i wonder if i'll lose anything tomorrow?

p.s. i beat up my own ego i guess so no ones really to blame...its just a lot of bad things over and over again. a repetitive beating for several days...that can destroys ones ego...i guess mine couldnt take it anymore. so its on vacation

p.p.s im attending expert lessons still. its okay, i guess. we learn and stuff. so i guess its all for the best.