Tuesday, February 20, 2007
barefoot and naked

when your stuck affected by peer pressure and you never even knew it.

this may be a funny statement to read but for some it may actually be true. only realizing your changing your opinions based on what you hear other people say. thinking that your only open minded, trying to explain why you changed your opinion. Sometimes it gets confusing where the boarder of an open mind ends and the line to stupid-sponge begins. I guess, its just the way you look at it. How hard is your head? and what influences are really right to follow or take into consideration.

The thing is (since i am very selfish and i like to talk about my self) i (there goes the i again) (wait nawala na ako sa nasulat ko :)) oh well begin uli na walang comments) the thing is i don't really know which one i am. If I'm the sponge that just takes it all in or the rock that doesn't budge at all or am i the open mind that gets infections if i don't close it... hay...i guess i know what i am... maybe I'm just too ashamed to say it here. or i could be lying to you and i actually really don't know.

im a really loyal person, so i found out today, see there's a new store that opened near our house....like REALLY NEAR so now there are two stores near our house. like across the street near. well i find myself walking to the really far store to buy my regular dose of my favorite drug (coke..yung iniinom ha di yung droga -__-) and i actually really hate it when some people tried to convince me to buy from the new store....i actually like the walk...its very relaxing. and i guess i stick loyal to that store far away (thats not that far) because well i like familiarity...i guess that explains a lot of stuf in my life that are the way they are...

because i, marie, love familiarity. and is afraid of new things..not things but really more on people or i judge immediately though i know better and i presume they hate me so i have the instinct to keep away. dont get me wrong im nice to strangers... haha okay...i wont finish this :P bitin nalang kung bitin...i have to go by 8:00 cuz i have a brother who i have to live with sadly... :)) so what can i do right? :P sige buybuy :D