Tuesday, April 24, 2007
7th summer entry

its late at night and you know what i've been thinking...really i have and i cant seem to shake that feeling that i want to know what it's like to fall in love to feel that first kiss. i guess it's sort of immature to think of those things when i think about future relationships i may or may never experience but i dont really want to help it... i like thinking that someday maybe i'll meet just the right one. that one day it would be real...instead of some high school girl fantasy. haha laugh all you want, it's not like im looking at every guy as a prospect. no. im actually being patient. just here waiting and living my life the way i do. it comes when it comes and me forcing it to come might lead to making a mistake and getting the wrong thing. but dont get me wrong :) i do believe in the saying " it is better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all" or something to that note :P

oh yeah me and some of my friends went out to EK and had a great time. we played laughed and just enjoyed the day/night. we also had a lift on the fehris(?) wheel and it, i guess, was a scary prospect. i got on though and honestly i was scared but really happy as well. i was glad though that we didn't have to stand up while at that hight or i might have fallen off the ride and broken my head. hehe...anyway...im still going to chem camp but i am lately finding my self getting bored faster. i seem to be more restless then when it started. i hope i dont because sitting in a car for more that 2 hours is really making me sweat and smelly...ewwww.... hehe okay..so i've got to go and sleep it off :P it being my tomorrow tiredness... btw i haven't cried yet since my trip to EK with my friends...it really a relief since i haven't the faintest thing to cry about and that is a good thing. so here i am right now awake at 12:30 pm and getting up at 5:30 am and writing that i am happy and hopelessly romantic and with a smile :P okay so here i go bye :)