Sunday, March 18, 2007
end of the schoolyear

I wake up to see light, to see people smiling, to see laughter and sadness...i wake up to see the world. I walk to feel the ground, to feel love, stress, loneliness and camaraderie...I walk to live. I fall to feel failure, to feel defeat and to get up again...I fall to grow stronger. I will sleep but right now i'll hold on for dear life to what is left of the day...for after i sleep it will be tomorrow... and today is not tomorrow...nor will tomorrow be today.

(i tried to write but i guess im not yet ready...too many thoughts in my head...too many problems...too many things hanging...too many happy memories..just to many things to think about right now...I hope you dont mind...i planed this to be the end of the school year entry...but maybe i'll wait for the real end...no need to rush. what i wrote up there is sort of a blueprint for my life as a third year student...well life in general actually...oh well...i made a collage also of pictures but it didnt feel right... so i didnt post it...haha labo okay will go now...)