Wednesday, February 28, 2007
BEfore THe thING

Broken down? Like an old wrecked up car ready to be repaired? Well it may seem hard sometimes but don’t give up! Just keep chugging that (god damned) train, till you reach the next pit stop. It will be very tedious, difficult and seemingly complex because all your problems just seem to pile up. We may want to stop here and there but no one’s to say we’ll never reach the terminal, late or early. (The sentence before this seemed liked it hanged…oh well :P).

It’s already March, well one day away, and all I can do is stare at the floor and doze off. I’ve been so out of touched that even my grades have reflected it. I’m not that disappointed, I guess. I sort of deserved it (Okay cut the crap I really deserved it.) but worst of all, while I was talking the test, I just looked at it and came to a blank. It felt as if nothing, like I just didn’t care. That’s really the worst part about it. We just took our math test and I felt like I failed it worse than any other test I’ve taken. (Logically, though, it can’t get any worse.*shrugs*) I’m just supposed to be good at math and I’m not anymore, so that’s just a wee bit disappointing, just a teeny-weeny bit. (I can’t believe that’s a word =))

Tomorrow’s our THE thing. It really nerve wrecking but also so exciting. I can’t wait. Actually I can but that’s not the point. Im just so happy that something will let me rest a little bit. hay...lets just wish for the best :)

Labels: resting, school, thinking