Monday, July 16, 2007
stupid mind analogies

remember how i said i only missed a few things in life. you know, the miss that really hurts the guts... well its back rearing its ugly head and shit what i would give to have things not like this. but its mostly because of my misunderstandings so its understandable that i wouldn't make sense now.. sigh.... anyway you dont know who you are... and i guess its better this way then at least when i turn out to be wrong as usual i dont have to face the shame of you knowing i was worried over nothing. i'm missing it though... more then i can say...

damn it my stupid mind... i was just talking about not missing yesterday and now its bringing this up.... or maybe its my god damned heart :| which ever it is it can take a hike im not going to act on this feeling anytime soon.